Everything he said were all lies to lure me. He made me believe in everything that he said. I can't believe I gave him a lot of value while I- was nothing. I can't believe I was so serious with him. This is not the relationship I wanted. I'm sorry if I sound selfish but at least I always make sure that I do my part. I can't believe him. I 'm not that significant after all. That's not what I was expecting. My heart broke.
Somewher in between, I find it unfair, we're both in Manila and his parents are with him while I'm alone - leaving my parents behind?
"Nung college magkalayo na tayo, pati ba naman after graduation, magkalayo pa rin, hindi ko na alam kung magwo-work pa relationship natin kung ganun. Hindi ko alam kung tatagal tayo pag umalis ka ng bansa, Syempre hindi ko alam ginagawa mo, magkalayo kasi tayo."
Am i asking for too much? Have I sacrificed too much already? Am I being negligent of my family? Because it suddenly seems clear to me. I was denying it at first but -Yes. I made him my world.
And I'm beyond your peripheral vision so you might want to turn your head because someday you're going to get hungry and eat most of the words that you just said.
About Me
- Kim Ramiro
- Philippines
- I live my life through God, ethics, conviction, experiences, books, motion pictures and music… and the thought of an eternal life & utopia after my intertwined fate of mortality.
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