I don't know what to think. It's weird. I'm ambivalent. It's weird, I swear. My thoughts are killing me. I don't know what to do, and what not to do. Okay, perhaps I'm in-denial? What weird ways I have right now. How could I? It's almost 6 years. I'm like in-denial and angry at the same time? But am I done with depression? As the days pass by, it gets harder. Doesn't breakeven, yeah right! How do you forget? But I'm thinking of pretending im okay. I hope it works. I feel so alone and my friends (the ones that I want to be with) are unavailable. What an ordeal. God help me.
I want to not think of you, If you will not come back. If you will, can you hurry? I don't want to wait for you. Can I not think of you?
And I'm beyond your peripheral vision so you might want to turn your head because someday you're going to get hungry and eat most of the words that you just said.
About Me
- Kim Ramiro
- Philippines
- I live my life through God, ethics, conviction, experiences, books, motion pictures and music… and the thought of an eternal life & utopia after my intertwined fate of mortality.
