I don't know what to think. It's weird. I'm ambivalent. It's weird, I swear. My thoughts are killing me. I don't know what to do, and what not to do. Okay, perhaps I'm in-denial? What weird ways I have right now. How could I? It's almost 6 years. I'm like in-denial and angry at the same time? But am I done with depression? As the days pass by, it gets harder. Doesn't breakeven, yeah right! How do you forget? But I'm thinking of pretending im okay. I hope it works. I feel so alone and my friends (the ones that I want to be with) are unavailable. What an ordeal. God help me.
I want to not think of you, If you will not come back. If you will, can you hurry? I don't want to wait for you. Can I not think of you?
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