"The best thing about a picture

is that it never changes,

even when the people in it do."

-Andy Warhol

100th Entry

It's my 100th entry and I don't know what to write!

I'm so tired with this packing.

I can't believe i will be hibernating from cyberspace for a while.

I already miss watching tv.

I keep remembering that time when i had chickenpox

and i watched tv all day long.

I hope I would be able to cope.

I hope it won't take too long before i can use

the internet, again.

I already miss the internet even if sometimes,

I'm bored with it already!

I miss home, already.

Homesickness! Go away! 

I feel sleepy now, but there's a lot of things to do.

But i have to do this. 

I need to help them.

I know I'm weak when it comes to these things,

but i can do this.

How One Can Make Me Feel Special.

I'm dreaming as i listen to one of my favorite songs right now. How i wish one special guy would walk-up to me singing this song. 


I could be walking or sitting somewhere. Somewhere outdoors. There would be lots of people. I don't know if I'm alone or i have a close friend with me. 


I know this person. We've been acquainted before or maybe I've seen him before. He had secretly taken pictures of me. Sounds stalker-ish right? 


So I will be walking at that specific location. Admiring the sceneries or perhaps just thinking profoundly. It's cold. The sun begins to set. The street lights will be lit. It adds a more dramatic effect on what will happen to me after a few minutes. 


I don't know but there should be a stage. So this can be a park? I don't know. 


As i walk a few steps, music begins to play. People stopped. I stopped. I looked and i saw a band playing on the stage or so i thought. We'll he doesn't have to be in a band for this just so it's clear. 


I know that song. That's one of my favorite songs. Suddenly the vocalist appeared on stage. He had this prologue saying "I offer this one to the girl of my dreams. I waited so long for this." He was so gorgeous. I can't take my eyes off him. He's like someone from my dreams. But he's familiar at the same time. 


Then, my heart skipped a beat, when i saw my pictures on screen as they play my favorite song. Beautiful stolen shots of me. I was shocked. People recognized me. They stared at me. I blushed. I was petrified but happy at the same time. My heart is beating so fast. I looked at him and i realized he's looking intently at me. He has this captivating aura, beautiful voice and enchanting eyes. I feel like passing out. It was so sweeeeeeet!!! I didn't even realized that the people went to the sides for him to give way to me.


He walked down the stairs right towards me. He's now one feet away from me. He's still looking at me. I can see the sincerity right from his eyes. I don't know what to do. He enthralled me with my favorite lyrics as he sings it in front of me. 

"I just wanna breathe in this feeling and never let it out. You just gave me something to believe in. YOU ARE THE ONE THING I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT. I never thought that i would be the one to find, someone like you. Someone like you. I've led a selfish life until i realized I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU, CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU."

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let's see what happens next. Ohh Love.