V-Day

Happy Hearts' Day, everyone!!!

Valentines' Day at RCBC Plaza, Makati

I'm sending you all my love and everything that's left of my sweetness. It's not an ordinary day for me though It's my second year to be single this Valentines' Day! It might look boring in the office today and you can't even sense the occasion but I still feel happy. I'm happy to be doing what I love today (Though hindi ko ma-practice pagka-sweet ko sa relationship. In time, I know.)  And I feel contented even though mama, papa, facebook and officemates/friends were the only ones who greeted me today (besides madami na yung more than 5. lol). Naks! I feel so mature. hahaha. 

Ang saya ko, kasi dati akala ko hindi ko kaya. Na hindi ko kaya na mag-break kami ng ex-bf  ko of almost 6 years. Pero kaya ko pala. Mas masaya pa ko ngayon. Na-realized ko na dapat matagal na kami naghiwalay at hindi talaga mag-work out yung relationship na yun kahit anong pilit at habol na gawin ko. Na-realized ko din na madami nga talaga gago sa mundo (Iba kasi pag na-sample-an ka eh) Kahit anong bait mo magagago ka pa rin. This is life! I feel a lot more stronger than I was before. Saka kahit anong gawin ko yung base na feelings ko everyday palaging masaya. For me, that's enough and I Thank you, God.

I was at Glorietta yesterday and bought some things for my laptop. Then, right after I left, I realized that the cashier gave me a large amount of change (as if I only paid half the price of the items I bought). My conscience came and I have two options:

1. Just move on with it. It's not my problem they didn't calculate it properly.

2. Go back and give them the excess change.

Of course, knowing myself, I did the latter because It's the right thing to do. I went back and looked for the woman who assisted me. I told her "Miss, sobra yung sukli mo sa kin, diba dapat **** lang?" She looked petrified and disgusted (to the woman who handed me the change) at the same time. She immediately looked for that woman and forgot to say thank you (Pero okay lang naman. Slight lang naman yung pag-asa ko na magthank you sya. lol) I never ask for something in return and I'm not the type of person "na pinapamukha yung utang na loob." Just like in my previous relationships, I always try to do the right things and would never in a million year do something that would hurt a person. And I shall stay the same. (O diba mai-relate lang sa relationship. Pagbigyan nyo na ko Valentines' Day naman ngayon. haha)

How about you? What good deed have you done, lately?

Sa mga may relationship ngayon, nagiisip ka pa ba ng tama o mali o deadma lang sayo?

I want to do a lot of things. But, I keep on waiting around for something (Take note: something not someone -para sa mga assuming!)

I still feel the same (in life)
Something has to change.
I'm still not motivated to write.
I still feel tired all the time.